NEVER AGAIN!!!  today was one of the scariest days ever.  maddie was hugging treven goodbye and then for some reason she tried to pick him up but he's too heavy for her so she lost her balance and fell back and smacked her head on the carpet.  at first she was ok and she cried for a second but as nadia was about to pass maddie to her mom, maddie went limp.  she was unconscious for ???????  it seemed like forever but probably less than a minute.  luckily i remembered all my cpr stuff, but didn't have to actually do any of it cuz she was still breathing and had a pulse.  nadia called 911 and maddie woke up before they got there.  to make a long story short...she's ok but the rest of us who were there are still scared as shit.  all this 3 days after my uncle died.  mom's sad cuz he was her big brother but is trying to be all brave cuz we knew it was coming but still sucks.  anyways that's my depressing update.  you all have a good nite you hear?