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Tuesday, January 10, 2006

Tue, 10 Jan 2006 03:57:20 GMT

NEVER AGAIN!!! today was one of the scariest days ever. maddie was hugging treven goodbye and then for some reason she tried to pick him up but he's too heavy for her so she lost her balance and fell back and smacked her head on the carpet. at first she was ok and she cried for a second but as nadia was about to pass maddie to her mom, maddie went limp. she was unconscious for ??????? it seemed like forever but probably less than a minute. luckily i remembered all my cpr stuff, but didn't have to actually do any of it cuz she was still breathing and had a pulse. nadia called 911 and maddie woke up before they got there. to make a long story short...she's ok but the rest of us who were there are still scared as shit. all this 3 days after my uncle died. mom's sad cuz he was her big brother but is trying to be all brave cuz we knew it was coming but still sucks. anyways that's my depressing update. you all have a good nite you hear?

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

Tue, 27 Dec 2005 04:40:36 GMT

i'm beginning to hate myspace. first my page was cool and now it sucks. why? anyways hope you all had a merry christmas, mine was ok. it's the day after and our tree is down and almost put away. had enough. not very merry this year. why? lots of reasons but none that i want to write about. anyways new years is next and then back to work...not cool.

Monday, October 17, 2005

Mon, 17 Oct 2005 02:39:59 GMT

thought i'd update but i gots nada to say. all i do is work. never home. it sucks. work work work and still broke. something's wrong here.

Friday, August 19, 2005

Fri, 19 Aug 2005 14:07:13 GMT

2 1/2 hours? is this job going to be worth my time? i'll be working all fucking day so i can keep a job that's only 2 1/2 hours. they don't even want me doing the same stuff i was doing. it's like the kids aren't worth it to them. what do you think guys? should i stay or is it time to go?

Thursday, August 11, 2005

Thu, 11 Aug 2005 13:21:59 GMT

1. initials: S.M.D

2. name someone with the same birthday as you: yo no se

3. where was your first kiss? in my boyfriend's brother's room

4. for or against same sex marriages? don't matter

5. are you homophobic? nope

6. are you bisexual? nope

7. do you believe in God? yep

8. how many US states have you been to? Cali, Ohio, Hawaii, Florida, Nevada

9. how many of the US states have you lived in? California

10. have you ever lived outside the US? If so, which countries? only in past life

11. name something you like physically about yourself: my toes

12. name something non physical you like about yourself: none physical azu...um my mischievous ways

13. where do you want to go to college? ???

14. what is your dream car? Old kick ass Mustang

15. if you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go? Sicily

16. have you ever had someone of the opposite sex over at your house while your parents were gone? Hasn't everybody

17. how many concerts have you gone to? a lot..going to cKy manana

18. do you download music? itunes count?

19. how many illegal things have you done? me? never

20. where would you want to go on a first date? some place we both like

21. describe your perfect date: DISNEYLAND!

22. has anyone ever sang or played for you personally? my friend keven changed the lyrics of the brady bunch about me and garry...does that count?

23. ever been kissed under fireworks? yea

24. do you like president bush? no comment

25. have you ever bungee jumped? nope

26. have you ever white-water rafted? nope

27. have you ever crashed a car? yea when the fucker hit mine

28. has anyone more than 10 years older than you hit on you? ewww yes

29. have you met a real redneck? think so

30. are you interested in anyone right now? uh yea

31. what song are you listening to right now? nada...weird

32. what is your current favorite song? behind the screams-cKy

33. what was the last movie you watched? dukes of hazzard

34. who was the last person you said you loved? ??

35. where was the last place you went besides your house? valley fair

36. have you ever seriously vandalized someone elses property? of course not...karma

37. have you ever hit someone of the opposite sex? duh

38. have you ever sang in front of a large number of people? in the 6th grade

39. whats the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? depends on which way he's facing.

40. what really turns you on? it's a secret

41. what do you usually order from starbucks? white chocolate mocha or peppermint mocha if it's christmas

42. what is your biggest mistake? yo no se

43. have you ever hurt yourself on purpose? yep

44. say something totally random about you: i just took a shower but my feet still look dirty.

45. do you have an i-pod? sure do

46. has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity? yes...said i looked like some lady on a soap.

47. do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows? hell yes

48. do you have braces? nope

49. are you comfortable with your height? yea..just wish i could strectch my arms sometimes though

51. when do you know its love? you just do

52. do you speak any other languages besides English? baby gibberish

53. have you ever been to a tanning salon? yep

54. what magazines do you read? people and entertainment weekly

55. these surveys are stupid, huh? it helps kill time

56. do you have a hidden talent? i can fly

57. have you gone farther than kissing? you really wanna know???

58. have you ever ridden in a limo? yep

59. has anyone you were really close with passed away? my dogs.

60. do you watch mtv? yep

61. whats something that really annoys you? stupid people and liars

62. whats something you really like? my family and friends

63. do you like Michael Jackson? yea but he's weird

64. can you dance? only the hokey pokey

65. have you ever surfed? no

66. do you know how to pump gas? derrrrr

67. do you drive? yes

68. whats the latest you have ever stayed up? a couple days

69. have you ever thought that you were honestly going to die? -no but wanted to at times-ditto azu

70. were you ever rushed by an ambulance into the emergency room? nope

71. have you ever been dared to do something you didn't want to do? duh

72. did you do it? probably

73. do you actually read these when other people fill them out? before i write mine i read them

Thanks for helping me kill 20 mins Azu. Now only 1hr till my interview.

Thursday, June 30, 2005

Thu, 30 Jun 2005 04:36:05 GMT

Guess who me and azu met today?

if you don't know who this is than you don't know me.

Wednesday, June 29, 2005

Wed, 29 Jun 2005 03:31:40 GMT

An Answer Can Be Found...on cKy's new CD...go buy it...NOW!

Sunday, June 26, 2005

Sun, 26 Jun 2005 06:53:05 GMT

one week of summer school down...five more to go. so cky's new cd comes out on tuesday...can't wait until...wednesday when i get to hopefully meet them or at least them have sign shit for me...then sat. is the warped tour concert. so this week should kick ass for me. plus on aug. 12 i get to cky in concert...yeah for suey! finally some cool stuff to look forward to. maybe summer won't suck after all.

Saturday, May 21, 2005

Sat, 21 May 2005 16:45:08 GMT

RESIGNATION

I am hereby officially tendering my resignation as an adult. I have decided I would like to accept the responsibilities of an 8 year-old again.

I want to go to McDonald's and think that it's a four star restaurant.

I want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle and make a sidewalk with rocks.

I want to think M&Ms are better than money because you can eat them.

I want to lie under a big oak tree and run a lemonade stand with my friends on a hot summer's day.

I want to return to a time when life was simple, when all you knew were colors, multiplication tables, and nursery rhymes, but that didn't bother you, because you didn't know what you didn't know and you didn't care. All you knew was to be happy because you were blissfully unaware of all the things that should make you worried or upset.

I want to think the world is fair. That everyone is honest and good.

I want to believe that anything is possible.

I want to be oblivious to the complexities of life and be overly excited by the little things again.

I want to live simple again.

I don't want my day to consist of computer crashes, mountains of paperwork, depressing news, how to survive more days in the month than there is money in the bank, doctor bills, gossip, illness, and loss of loved ones.

I want to believe in the power of smiles, hugs, a kind word, truth, justice, peace, dreams, the imagination, mankind, and making angels in the snow.

So . . . here's my checkbook and my car keys, my credit card bills and my 401K statements. I am officially resigning from adulthood.

Yep that's pretty much how I feel right now.

Saturday, May 14, 2005

Sat, 14 May 2005 17:07:43 GMT

well as everyone probably knows my car is officially gonna be smashed. i don't know how long i get to keep the rental but it's kinda fun driving a car that works everytime you get in it. plus i can control the radio with the steering wheel..you all see what's important to me. garry was having fun driving it last nite too. too bad we have to give it back. the one good thing that happened this week was that someone found my diamond. now how crazy is that? it's been gone for a month, we've looked everywhere, but it was found right out front of the daycare? i don't know...kinda weird. that's been my life lately though...